You have those moment where you look up and all of a sudden feel like everything is misplaced.?
Yea me too rt...
Writing never gets done when you want to, just like now. I had no intention on writing but i guess its just going to happen. A couple days ago on friday my best friends back home in Cali called me and informed me that their grandmother passed away. I could hear the feeling in their voice and it made me want to cry. It made me want to mourn with them, like seriously, go out and smoke one for em. Needless to say, no! i didn't go smoke. Praise God for good sense. Anyway, i'm thinking about them everyday and praying for the family. I'm rather close with the family, i call their mom, mom, and their grandma, grandma. Pray for peace if you will
A little over a week ago i think, maybe last week...something like that. I deleted my facebook. Amen! yep, people keep asking me why or if there was a reason. I say, "it was just time for it." I mean, i can make up twenty reasons to why i deleted it, so just know that it was for the best and to the glory of my Lord Jesus Christ. Yea, i could be that serious if your perspective isn't right...and i don't even wanna chance it. Anyway, its been good...we'll see how this continues.
It is very unfortunate for me the mornings of the last two weeks... An old habits that i've despised has somehow crept back in and i dont know how....i seriously feel like i have a lecture disorder...hahahaha....dont laugh
Every morning I have a class at 8am or 830am... and whenever, no matter what time of day it is, i began to get drowsy...i mean i can wake up, eat, drink coffee, laugh and so on...for at least an hour. But the moment a teacher begins to lecture...my face gets heavy, my heart beat slows, my body heat rises, and my body starts to shut down...and im talkin shut down...i even drank a redbull for an afternoon class even though i had enough sleep the night before and whadaya know...that's right. i nearly tapped out. had to tell the person next to me to keep me awake.
anyway. pray for me. the days are good, the nights are goodder. i never knew sleep could feel like this...no really, ask the ppl who know me. im still not use to sleeping 6-7 hours at a time...it mostly throws off my days, but i anticipate the health benefits in years to come...yall be blessed...ill come back soon, hopefully sooner that it took this last time. as a person i go through cycles. but that's ok, and normal
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" Philippians 4:13
Be encouraged in the Lord.
And know that no matter what the situation, time, challenge, matter of life...that in Christ you can handle it, because His grace is sufficient...(side note)we've(believers) got to stop using the scripture the wrong way.
peace!
