God Did It!

Isaiah 55...Is a great read. Last night, God restored my joy. Gave me peace. It was instantly and I didn't even notice it. "Burdens down Lord, Burdens down Lord, Since I laaid, my burdens down"

God did it. Can do it. Will do it. Hold on!

A thought tonight

Often times when people write we look for profound words that strectch down the vertical page(s); and I dont know how I feel about doing that, or even trying to do that right now.

There comes a time in a young mans life when he looks around and notices that no one is there in his moment of unsecured life. When he stands and makes a decision for himself. Not selfishly as if others arent on his mind. But one what cannot be altered because of worry in how that affects them. I dont know how to make that clear. I was thinking these thoughts today. I have not made such decisions yet,but truly I am sixty three days away from it. I dread the moment at this point in time. It changes everything, every plan. Yet, my life is the Lord's. I will not be shaken. So I apologize in advance for the pain that will come. On my end and yours if you may feel such emotions. I love you. And I may have said I never would, but I'm thinking that I just might! Let's keep praying on it.

Two Verses

18 For the Lord is God, and he created the heavens and earth and put everything in place. He made the world to be lived in, not to be a place of empty chaos. “I am the Lord,” he says, “and there is no other.19 I publicly proclaim bold promises. I do not whisper obscurities in some dark corner. I would not have told the people of Israel to seek me if I could not be found. I, the Lord, speak only what is true and declare only what is right.
Isaiah 45:18-19 (NLT)


I read this a few times and I still don't feel as if I've had a reaction to it. All I feel is an empty pit in my stomach. I do see such encouragement in this. How did you react when you read this? I don't think my emotions know what to do with this. Gonna meditate on this until it clicks! Pray for it.

Don't Look at Me!

I've avoided posting something for a good amount of time now. I'd tell you why but I'm not ready to. All I can say is that I have not wanted to be seen. In any way.

Fortunately, people have been praying. Because God surely intervened. Instead of being found out, or called out by someone elses misunderstanding, misconception or degree of misunderstood skepticism, God brought me again to a place of surrender. So I've sought out help. God is good.

So keep praying. Ill do my job to inform.

Peace be unto you! Trust, if it isn't, it can be.